Tuesday, May 31, 2005

today's lecture i wasnt paying attention and i feel like slapping myself for not doing so.

we learnt dreamweaver today! good thing jie passed me her thumb drive already. actually BCS lessons aint boring but if im able to stop disturbing my classmates sitting beside me and check on friendster and stuffs, im sure i'll be able to catch up with his lesson. hahahhaha didididi hahaha

dragonboating was soooo enjoyable. played dragon fly and i was still a player and i wasnt caught hahahaha all thanks to eleanor! and i miss this secondary one classmate so much! sad thing, we miss mrs muthu... ah lets not talk about it... well even though dragon hasnt officially started, those basic exercises make me feel satisfied because ive not been having vigorous physical education for the past 6 months or so and i think im FAT. so it's an achievement for yours truly :D

i cant wait for the next training session this thursday! we'll be rowing in tp pool. and oh my we got to wear tights and all. hahaha so if you guys ah especially cheekopeks want to see come la no problem. my foot ah! hurhurhur not funnaye

oh yes and my dearest part time stead* trimmed her hair and i must say she looks soooo sweet! macham little girl like that =x and there's never a day where you didnt put a smile on my face (: today, you made me laugh real hard. and for that, i shall give you a big big hug the next time i see you in school. no. i must go search for you tomorrow. heehee i love my girlfriend!

and isabel is another one. you pervy. you know where you touched me today so i wont go into further details. but i love you still la you idiot. stop telling me those guys you find is cute cause i havent really seen one cute one. and i must take revenge. i'll tell that HTM guy you find him cute. hahahahah didididi hahahahha

again, i made quite a number of friends today! haha like hazel. she's one hyper kid like us. so we do clique well together ya'know.

YASIN WALKS LIKE A CHICKEN HE SHAKES HIS ASS WHEN HE WALKS NOT SURE IF HE SHAKES HIS BOOTY THOUGH AND HE SURE HAS A PAIR OF CRAZY LEGS VERY FRIGHTENING YOU PEOPLE SHOULD SEE HIM RUN AND YOUR JAWS WOULD DROP REALLY. HAH! YASIN'S GONNA KILL ME.

alrighty. sleep sweet my pretty lil friends.

currently spinning:incubus -here in my room

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:39 PM
11:39 PM

im currently in the free access lab.

together with keagan shawn wesley me grace and syarina!!!!!

wahahahaha shawn says we're one of the few htm people who joined dragonboating! rare species hahaha

laters``

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:57 AM
11:57 AM

yesterday was an eventful day +)

as usual we met at the busstop at 8.45 and sad to say i was last to arrive yet again. hawhaw x) then we made our way to mr darshan's class for commskills. we did a presentation of the difference between creative thinking and critical thinking and i have to say angie gave an outstanding presentation. then we moved on to expository writing. sort of dreading the upcoming assignment because we'll have to work on an essay. yucks.

then sioksim was on medical leave and so intHTM was postponed to today. which means i'll have BCS from 2-4 then intHTM 4-6 then gyming from 6.30-9. yup today's the gym training for dragonboat! hehehhee

so nad, grace, syarina and i made our way to design school for their malay food. i didnt join them though cos i was gonna meet fabian for lunch. heard from jie the malay food is great too. hmmm after which we went to the library and discussed on our field trip(which we found out that we wont be in the exact group) and then bummed around and then i went to meet MR FABIAN for lunch at bus sch.

met so many people there! hongwen and weelong(: had western food yet again because the chicken chop is just so tempting lah! caught up with fabian about news in metro and in school. he seems to be very "wu-eng" lehhh. haha! glad to know everyone is metro is doing well. i so feel like visiting my lil pretty friends there but nowadays i dont pass by there often. should actually make out some time for visiting!!!

then it was time for food and beverage science with mr hockquee! haha i just love his lessons to bits! sometimes, he can make me drool during his classes. haha and we learnt more about the different kinds of meat yesterday. veal. it's actually the throat of a young sheep. and most of us might have tasted that before at marche. the rosti corner where they have the snail sausage? yup that one is veal. and im not proud to say i've eaten veal before because it's just sooo cruel! i feel for the baby sheeps.. awwww :( but i know im gonna eat it again on my next trip la =x

after which sarah, nad, grace and i made our way to town(: grace didnt join us course she has work at sakae sushi. argh! sarah went to meet her friend too so nad and i went to ps and we after waiting for 948570293457 years i was told my lil motorola aint ready for collection so i'll have to be back by eight to collect it. then nad and i went to orchard and we had rotiboy! yes yes my favolard! and headed to lucky plaza i've finally tried the chicken rice! oh my it's tasty and very addictive i feel like having one now. so if anyone of you would like to go try it please ask me along ok? thanks (: then nad and i chatted and gossipped-well not really- and then we went to heerens, hoping to buy my havannas(sp?) but my size is sold out so its fated i shouldnt splurge anymore so we went back to ps again

collected my phone and one funny thing happened. *nudges nad* hahahhahaa

then i felt bad that she accompanied me all the way so i walked her half way through to her bus stop and went back home. and amanda was sick! so we didnt go out lahh. sad thing. ah bao called too! so this friday there would be a gathering! and i heard roy is gonna work at sushi tei at serangoon gardens. that was where i worked 6 months back. this is a joke. hurhur

today
im at mama house now. going to school soon to meet up nad and keagan and jean and grace and syarina. hawhaw. i love my classmates to bits. and i some sort of miss Ms Jackie! hurhur

today's gonna be packed.

shall get my ass off now. tata!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 9:18 AM
9:18 AM

Monday, May 30, 2005

i cant get to sleep.

nathanael's birthday bash was greeeaaat((x we had so much fun. he's sucha cutesy hehs

by right, there should be a zoo outing for radon people but it was cancelled. good thing, cause i aint free haha!

i hereby apologise to cedric and wesley because i didnt help them make a copy of the notes. my printer aint working. im so sorry!

tomorrow im going out with amanda and yuni! didnt know yuni quitted until a few days back. because of the location frankie gave. frankie is a baddie. yucks. but i miss him though haha. i miss working at levis and i miss metro sk and i miss pauline fadhil amanda lina roy weekwan! hope there's an outing real soon! like supper at chomps or newton or whatever. or even another ktv session lagi better. hawhaw i wanna scream and snatch the mike from everyone else wahaha!

alright shall stop here.

currently listening to: dont phunk with my heart -black eyed peas

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 12:27 AM
12:27 AM

Sunday, May 29, 2005

i feel like a glutton.

just went to rivervale mall with jiejie and we made new spectacles each! yes yes i already have two pairs but i just loveeee spectacles! and next, i shall invest on coloured contacts. i didnt really like the idea of contacts in the past but now i think it's real cool! hah.

then jie and i couldnt help but stare at ljs*

so we walked in and ordered fries and clam chowder. yumyum

and we bought curry puffs.

and then we went back home to have lunch.

now im bloated.

later we'll be making our way down to 5th grand-aunty's house to celebrate lil nat nat's 2nd birthday. ahhh that cute boy. miss him to bits.

for now i shall study.

and can somebody tell me if there's a website for economics?

thanks and byebye.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 2:12 PM
2:12 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

so yes, a silver lining over every dark cloud. im doing real fine now! being the f***tard i was last night, i'm pretty surprised to know there's actually people out there who bothers about me. i am appalled still. but nevermind.

woke up early this morning with 5 hours of sleep. i lack rest seriously. watched drumline last night and it's an awesome show. do watch it!

then daddy mummy koo and i made our way to redhill and prayed to gonggong. apparently tomorrow's his 8th anniv. and also nathaniel's birthday! he's turning two(: i so miss the rascals-judith clara joel and nathaniel. heehee

we proceeded to mandai's crematory centre and visited chikchik after that. hmmm

drumming aint good today. prolly cause i didnt have the mood. and partly because i missed last week's lesson. so all was a bore.

alright here i go. gonna meet koo for some shopping.

bye. laters``

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 4:23 PM
4:23 PM

im in no mood to do anything or to think about anything else... im having a migraine.

i was shocked by how i reacted just now. i swear this is the fucking first time i cried and cried after some stranger shot me so suddenly with vulgarities. it's fucking making me lose my mood for the next day. that shouldnt be the audrey. i am just so shocked because his friend was so fucking stressing on every word he/she said and i just stared blankly. not knowing what im supposed to say but the usual me would not give way. this is very serious because audrey has never been like this before. count that fella lucky. he hit me. it feels like ive lost to somebody.

and the fucking ugly thing is im having my period now. im bleeding.

went swimming this morning and i met yj at the pool then i bought meesiam back home for mama ahseria and jiejie then we watched pacifier together it was a great laugh and printed some of my lecture notes and chatted with jiejie and also felt sad for grandma and miss her loads and i jogged with jessie and then went to compass and bought files for school and then took the mrt to hougang mall to meet carol and pierced my nose. *ouch i have another fucking hole-as ugly as it sounds* bought nose studs very pretty but tell me, do i even have the fucking mood to take the two studs outta my wallet to admire and feel happy about my nose piercing? hell no.

now you know, dont try to rub it in when it's my time of the month. im so confused. am i like angry now or what. i dont know. if i am, then blame it on the vulgar language i received. but i am most shocked. very.

im fucking sorry for the over-usage of this fucking fuck word but pardon me, im not me at this point of time. and if i do offend someone, that's not my problem either. i apologised already-(read the previous sentence 10 times).

it might be a better day. everything might change. because there's drums and im going to pray for chikchik and gongong.

sleep sweet you all.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 12:42 AM
12:42 AM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

classmates think that we look so so alike but i doubt so until i saw this pic. ok a little bit of that long-lost brother-sister face yup. hah. silly jean she took this photo of us.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:36 PM
11:36 PM

school bluesss...

finally, i felt it. i realised lectures can be boring as well as said by the seniors. phautt is seriously making me feel bored of his lectures even though i strived to stay attentive but he's not that interesting as other lecturers like sioksim and mr goh. and i swear i detest business computing skills *pushes BCS books away*

but but but commskills tutorial went well today with darshans. he's an interesting tutor and i didnt fall asleep so that's pretty sweet. i love to attend classes like his. cold jokes but we cant help laughing loudly. *bangs table*

food and beverage science lecture held my attention today. we learnt the facts of meats, selection criteria, quality points and beef grades. im a meat expert aight *laughs

so from eleven to two we had nothing to do so we went to play pool. it was a great game with the girls even though we're all beginners. i suck at pool but i have to say im catching up! at least not as lousy already la. haha! and H03 initially wanted to take neos but we ran outta time and we had only 25 precious mins to get back to school. so yeah. every thursday it shall/should be spent like that (:

met florence pts, joyce, rachel!!! aw and joey and another one of their friends in the library. my first time i stepped into tp's library and im glad we didnt get caught for making so much noise. hehs.

then we had dinner at mensa. then as usual we played our stupid lame games and ah-hah! i finally know the i know i know game. very lame. and i suddenly recalled certain games too. haha!

alright. no school tmr. wanted to go sentosa with some H03 peeps but none of them are free so yeap. shall go swim tmr. go back pri sch. have my nose pierced. print lecture notes. and catch up with my dearest sister over at mama house. eons since i saw her and i miss my sister. really.

lata``

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 9:29 PM
9:29 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

today i shall keep the entry short and sweet.

first and foremost, i looooveee H03! we're having this convo now. i really like my classmates alot they're all so funny and i love to laugh with them especially nadiah and grace (:

today's economics lecture aint fun at all. the teacher didnt joke and i dont really like her. but i still love lectures though! haha.

im in dragonboat! weeeee. dawn just called me. i'll be joining the gang next tues for gyming. there's gonna be tons of fun!

carol, florence, isabel, ashley, ivy, gracelam i miss you. grace i cant wait to drum with you this saturday baby! weeehooo!

okok tmr's gonna be a loooooong day for me. so till tomorrow. sleep sweet.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:25 PM
11:25 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

i cannot forget how cute my Daddy was when mom and i were still in msia.. he started to message me and here it goes..

Dad:AUDRY TOMORROW YOU AND MUM TAKE TAXI HOME
Me:huh why?
Dad:AUDRY MUM MAKE DAD ANGRY CINDY GO OUT NOW DAD GO TO JB
Me:ok why not you go to mama house then?
Dad:AUDRY DAD ALONE ONLY CINDY GO OUT DAD DARE NOT GO HOME

the reason why my daddy was angry was because he couldnt join us in msia and he's all alone. *laughs

and i can still remember one sms he sent to me while i was in FOC camp. ask carol and florence. i bet he took eons to type it in. very hilarious he said something about going to the toilet. it was really really sweet though hah.

today's BCS lesson was total boredom. can you imagine we learnt microsoft powerpoint? so grace bravely went on to google for msn. and i went to email my lovely classmates(including nadiah,grace and syarina who were sitting right beside me) so if you're planning to do it you should thank me for giving you that idea. and welcome from yours truly (:

but i loooove today's lecture though! -Introduction to Hospitality & Tourism by miss sioksim. i wasnt one of those who were falling asleep. i was very attentive and that's like wow. i pray i'll be like this for all time man. and choi hoi san is our tutor(:

florence, isabel and i signed up for dragonboating already! weeee.. the trial begins this saturday at 12.30. which means i'll have to forgo drumming again! which is pretty bad cause i missed the previous one and missing a single drum lesson is a torture already. grace couldnt make it to the trial because she's working. should i actually forgo drumming with anthony fong? ohhhhh!!! *messes hair*

lunch today was pretty un-enjoyful because syarina and i reached there late and i had to rush through my lunch :(

then i met up with my pts* together with joyce, shikai and peiyen. took the bus ride to century square where we parted and then i met jessie neo. really nice to see sjc-ians around ya know. we chit chatted during the second bus ride. when i dropped off i saw grace!! haha can you believe she's moving into her new estate just right in front of my block? and she's my classmate alright! so we can do our projects together, lunch together, go to school together and come back together too=) ahhhh pretty pretty.

i was having a convo with mum about some issues and she's like wondering if i have a boyfriend because she claimed someone told her about my boyfriend. whatever.

tomorrow i'll be accompanying joyce for her haircut and then we'll have punggol nasi lemak. yums*

till then.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 9:26 PM
9:26 PM

hmmm im still up at this hour and feeling uber happy school is starting in twelve hours time. i had a great time spent today with my new found mahjong khakis and they are none other than girlfriends joyce vicnan and shikai. then when they told me they are heading down town for some shopping i was totally shocked out because im in my shorts and shirt, unprepared for a shopping spree and that sucks biiig time! wokay nevermind. then joyce and i won all the games today and ha ha ha didididididi ha ha ha we beat the guys. and seriously, im not a mahjong player but just some luck today i guess. im still training to be a taitai for goodness sake. hurhur

then we met up with bulldog and went to fcuk and we saw that 'make love not war' shirt! it's a little too ex but it's worth the price for that print though. hoho

then we went to far east and had dinner and played silly games which left peiyen(from argon) and i puzzled. and i like it when we went to the maids-look-alike agency and we were laughing at how funny the people were smiling wahahah evil us. ok or rather me.. took neos too.

wanted to meet the rest but they pang-sehed us so that's pretty nice and then we went home.

school tomorrow!

okok byebye!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 1:17 AM
1:17 AM

Monday, May 23, 2005

hmmmmm i just got back! bought alot of little little of my stuffs and ahem chewing gums!!! ok let me start off with the business orientation.

like i said, i enjoyed myself more in FOC but at the end of the business orientation, it was alright i guess. thought i could join the peeps in JAM n' HOP for a short while but who knows they delayed till eight and i had to get my ass home already. boohoo i missed out that one :(

BUSINESS HAS WON THE WAR! haha im glad we did (: and im so so so proud of my isabel because she's one of the ladies racing in the dragonboat race! yes yes that's my isabel!! haha!

we got our matric card and i swear i looked as though im frowning sehh. but still i love it la hahaha! then we had our timetable and i sucks so i wont go on into it. then we got introduced to our care-person and she's none other than Miss Jackie Ong! weee! she's so motherly like carol's Miss Kin. and i just got to know from my sister that she's really naggy and conducts boring lessons.. but it's wokay as long as she's sweet ah then ok la!! haha and yes she taught my sister tourism before.... oh my god. haha!

lunch sucked because i didnt get what i ordered..fish n' chips.. i had chicken rice. fullstop.

then after the dragonboat race, isabel florence and i were walking back to school when we saw khai then the bloody isabel had to call him and we chatted and i was oh so shy and felt like stabbing isabel but nevermind la. he's cute upfront leh xp and did i tell you i hugged khai on the last day of camp? but he forgot me. holylord. then isabel said one thing to khai that i felt like bashing her again. hrrrr

then after our mini dinner we went to the sports complex and then we saw khai again! haha and that timothy is really an asshole la he said one thing to khai too and i felt like bashing him too hrrr. why such spoilers ahhh. irritating but anyhow i parted with my lil pretty friends and went home sobsob.

then we caught the night coach and reached rimba panjung in the morning. met up with wai po! wai gong and da-yi! haha had prata with egg, charkuayteow(yumyum!), yong tau fu and the cheecheongfun! then we went back and carol and i slept till seven when our mommies left us to colour and trim their beautiful hair at ipoh.

dinner was great too at some restaurant but my poor girlfriend wasnt feeling her best due to the bad weather la.. but after dinner she felt great until the car ride to da-yi jia and she ** again. anyway i had ice-cream at da-yi jia! haha she opens this provision shop just at her house and when i was younger i'd say "zhe bian chi dong xi bu yong fu qian de!" haha oh my god.

then we went home to sleepp. the next day we had dim sum! oh gosh it's like the bestest and better than crystal jade! then we went to jusco with my darlingest cousin wanxin and we shopped quite a bit and then we went home and then we had dinner!!!! i miss the toufu :(

ok then night coach back but this time the bus just had to breakdown and we waited for about an hour before the engine starts. and then in the midst of waiting we killed time by playing ba xian guo hai and then we talked loudly and told ghost stories and laughed like no one's business and carol's mom joined in too. oh my i didnt know auntie can really be like a child! hahaha it was so fun la.

oh yes and pictures up soon! very very hilarious ones. haha!

alright here i go! mahjong at joyce's...

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 12:36 PM
12:36 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005

VICNAN I WANT TO SAY SORRY TO YOU LA OK CHEER UP I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!

MAHJONG NEXT MONDAY I SUPPOSE SO????

IM GOING TO MISS OUT SO MUCH FUN AT SENTOSA THIS SATURDAY BECAUSE TP FOC ARE GOING THERE FOR A REUNION AND I'LL BE AT GRANDMA'S PLACE. BUT NVM THEY ARE NOT GONNA HAVE ANY FUN BECAUSE IM ABSENT AND THAT'S A DEFINITELY YES THING LAH HUH HEHE.

AND WORSE STILL, IM MISSING MY DRUMS LESSONS. OH MY OH MY I WANNA GO DRUMMING REALLY!!!!

OK AND ALSO MAMA, JIEJIE, DADDY, KOOKOO, GODMA, UNCLE MAS....

I PRAY HARD I'LL HAVE FUN AND ENJOY MASELF BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS.. AWWW

ALRIGHT SLEEP SWEET MY PRETTY LIL FRIENDS AND I LOVE YOU. *RA MUAMUA!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 1:51 AM
1:51 AM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

adding to the lame things we did during FOC, it has to be the flagging of the bus at our dearest temasek poly bus stop, with the freshies standing in a straight line and then when the door opens, we would bow and "holy holy!" we go and then we'll sing "We say welcome.. we say welcom.. we say welcome welcome welcom..blahblah" lame enough la right. but then i miss doing that and i have the urge to just dash out of my house and go to the bus stop and do that lehhh.. tsk.

things i miss doing:

• the bus-stop cheer(which i mentioned..)
• cheering aloud in the midst of walking to our next station(because we dont didnt do it during orientation)
• talking/laughing/screaming loudly and embarrassing myself like i always do..
• radon cheers(pls.. nadia and i were like repeating radon cheers today)
• miss enthusiasm
• miss radonites
• to be exact, i miss FRESHMEN ORIENTATION CAMP

i hope i could turn back time and get to FOC again. its a whole lot fun-ner than business orientation now! gosh. luckily i have nad grace shakira chai adeline and a whole lot of lil pretty friends i made today. hurhur

played kiss hippo today and i swear clifton is sucha pain in my ass. im supposed to kiss his fingernail and he gave me that sicko face after i did that. then we had to memorise everyone's name and those were the only two pathetic games we played. we got our yellow business school shirt too. XS for me(: then we did practically nothing else and i swear it got bored... until we had chicky dance and mass dance! weeee! and oh oh i suddenly remember we played this game whereby we had to remember each other's personal particulars and i was the first to get sabo-ed by none other than clifton again. vvvhat did i owe him in my past lifffe man. okae nevermind lets drop the subject and hope tmr's gonna be fun-ner eh.

had western food at business canteen and i have to say for the 23948723947th time the western food rocks lahhhh.

tomorrow water games! and final clash and dragonboat and whatnot and im game for anything so come on everybody lets show them what htm is up to and how lame we can be hahahaha!

wokay la im off. gotta pack up for tmr and im going malaysia with carol, her mummy and my mummy! weeeee! tata and i love radon once again!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 10:25 PM
10:25 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

hoooray! i had my haircut at swee and i thought it was ugly but the more i looked at the mirror the more i think it was a cool haircut. so hahahaha i love it so much! then i went to purchase marcus's jeans. thanks susan for getting my staff discount! and i had tons of fun today hanging out with my fellow girlfriends- florence, vicnan and shikai. plus hippo and tiger king too! watched the amityville horror and im being laughed at for screaming so loudly and being the only one in the theatre who screamed. damn. after which we parted and had dinner at nubar with joyce and her RP friend. then played pool and i had to go home early so yahhh that was today. oh and shikai grabbed vicnan's thigh in the midst of the movie. oh my god.

orientation tmr and i just cant wait. weeeeeee

night.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:28 PM
11:28 PM

ok at this point of time, im bargaining to maself. should i actually get to bed? oh gosh.

and also. should i actually pierce my nose tmr or some other day instead?

i changed the layout this time because i screwed up the previous one. ha ha ha. dididididi ha ha ha.

oh my oh my alright guess i should go now.

one silent clap. *claps.... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 4:51 AM
4:51 AM

oh yes and 3 albums uploaded -gradnight04- and FOC-05/06 and also radon sentosa outing. this is for my girlfriend vicnan la ahhaha

today calorina ying and i met up with little isa and we taught her chinese like never before. forgotten almost all of those chim chim words but aiya nevermind. haha!

it was a rainy day though. hmmm

then at night calor, ying, ashley, ivy and i went to eat up the whole of sakae at rivervale mall. we didnt break the record of 60 plates but 40 over plates is wow wow already so yeah there you go...

and tomorrow im going to have a haircut and my hair dyed and then im meeting my two little girlfriends vicnan and shikai for a movie and perhaps some shopping for vicnan's shirt.

so that's actually later on because it's already a wednesday today la!

and calor please stay calm and you can meet cute cute guys in engine ok dont chew worry man everything'll be alright!

i really hope there'll be another gathering for radonites, with my besties (ivy grace ash carol) and also like with godma, uncle mas, kookoo, mama.

argh where is the love.

alright for those in design school enjoy design school's sentosa's camp but i tell you FOC is much much enjoyable (:

ok byebye. sleep sweet and lovesss.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 1:35 AM
1:35 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005

it's another hour to 17th may 2005. two years then. i miss you loads. all that im gonna say i'll knock on heaven's door...

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think
I'm wasting my time doing things
I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain
I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

you're always on my mind. tears will never help bring you back i know. but still, know that every teardrop means alot. crying is my expression of love for you.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:11 PM
11:11 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

hello world!

had a great time gathering with those radon GLs, freshies(FOW too) and FAs and of course, our carolina (: the sun was sucha good boy and lucky the rain stopped by the time we reached our sunny island. i seriously do hope that i can join in the outing next saturday. but.. argh carolina and i are going to malaysia! haah. so... we'll have much more fun than you people! lol that's a joke aight. and to think all the empires, GLs and FAs would be there. it's gonna be so crowded and i know not how you people are gonna participate in activities man. that's wowness.

well anyways, carolina said i threw my cow whilst sleeping and i was like making funny noises and those noise happened to make her feel high. sorry but aint that good? ah no la hahaha. please stay over more often!

ok back to today's outing.. one thing i would seriously like to add is that all radonites are late-comers and i hereby warn you to never ever come early for our outings because you'll be wasting your time actually and you feel CHEATED. very. hahahaha. so coincidently flor, carol and i met vicnan, shim, feli and a few others in the NEL train and then we waited at the control station but alas! no one came after about 20 mins of waiting. so we headed to macs and had our biiiiiiiiig bleakfrest. haha! sounds funny but i had my tongue tied when i said "HELLO CAN I HAVE 3 BIIIIIIGGG BLEAKFREST puleeeze??" gosh. maluating!

then mr keong came and we have to wait for him to gobble up his food so carol flor and i decided to play with the free internet and we went into khai's friendster. O MY GOD khai is cute alright.. for the 1398472947th time, khai is really cute (: *shy shy

then we walked to the interchange and found out many other monkeys down there tgt with the FOW ppl. hurray!! then we hopped onto the bus and then the bus was filled with our laughters and cheers. i know everybody couldnt stand us but who cares? hahahahhahahha

then we reached the beach and ahhhhhh. had to settle some problems too with flor. so we kinda chilled a bit before we got hyperactive and no one can stand us. but that's pretty ok im fine with it since im mad everyone of my pretty lil friends should be able to stand me ya? hahahha then we girls went to strip and swam in the sea and yucks the seaweed! sucks! eeeee. but dipping in the waters was fun though! haha we kept talking crap and soon it was like an hour in the water and we decided to go up. wanted to kayak but decided not to and had ice-cream and wooohooo! sweet stuff. then we chitchatted around.. till we went back for captain's ball. so fun!!!!!! long time since i played with balls. hahahhaha

then we stayed in the hall and played chop chilli and crappy games introduced by GLs and stacie. O MY GOD. crap. then we, as a whole bunch swam across to the next little island. gosh i was so dead by the time i reach three quarters of the journey. i almost drowned. but nevermind keong said he would save us so we can kay kay a bit and then relax but aiya dont wan la... later he drown also. muahahhah. then after we reach the next island we talked crap and complained it was tiring to swim across. shortly after, we swam back and then omg. so tiring but its ok, keong said he would save us so we can kay kay a bit and then relax but aiya dont wan la... later he drown also. hahahahha. what am i talking about man!? *giggles.

k. then we went to bathe and then waited for miss stacie and two other girls after that cos they didnt know we went to bathe. gosh. then we met np's FOC ppl who are cool as well and we sort of exchanged cheers but i still think tp rocks so yeah (:

then we ate at harbour front's hawker and the good is yummilicious! had the oyster again and woot ah! very nice ok!

so mummy called and i know it's time to get my ass home so here i am ((:

better go sleep now that im burnt and tired i need some rest! RECHARGE!

ok sleep sweet darlings. good night and audrey loves radon (:

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:23 PM
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

HELLO HELLO HAWDIE HAWDIE XD

IM SO SO SO HAPPY NOW. I GOT A PIG SLEEPING IN MY ROOOM NOWWW. LETS GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO CAROLINA TAN MEICHEN! WEEHOO! iloveyousomuchmybestfriendDOcomehereoftenforsome
stayoveranddinnerwokayplease?!

ALRIGHTY.. missed jogging and breakie today because of the rain and oh, yes i was sad alright. haha i need to rid off those fats! ive been eating like nobody's business and that's not so good. then i woke up around eleven to meet my darlingest grace at plaza singapura for honeydew sago at the foodcourt and finished up my drumming homework. last minute. was so unprepared for today's lessons and screwed up while playing. bah- it shouldnt be this way.. anyhow i had fun yet again with anthony fong and today we learnt a whole lot more and i swear it's getting complicated as each week passes by. it's ok with me. im having a hell lot of fun that's why ((:

after which jiejie and daddy came to fetch me home and guess what i saw shan from p10. he's super duper talllllllll. gosh and not very attractive than KHAI though. haha!

then i packed my room.. yes yes im finally done with packing my damn room and im pretty proud of myself though (: neat and sweet and hawhaw... neat. very. love it! and i try not to mess it up....... you know what i know i will and within 3 days mess it up but who cares i tidied my room and that's it i shall wait till next yr b4 i start being a tidy girl again haha!

i say brrr yeah it's cold in here.. it's gonna be RADON in the atmosphere it's raining hippos and monkeys but it's a good sign because it probably wont rain tomorrow and that's yayness for me (: there should be funness tomorrow since i know quite a few funny bunnies are going and since im bringing my girlfriend along, there's no reason why there's no fun there +) yes florence and carol? *chuckles

that stupid girl.. she's sleeping like a damn pig. in this weirdo position and i couldnt stop laughing at the way she sleeps. and i cant wait to hear her snores. goshhhhhhh

anyway ah yong korkor came today for dinner too! and jie came back also. very long since i have this feeling of like a dinner with close friend and family and like my bestest cousin is here. you know. it's unexplainable lah.

and before i end, i would like to give a shoutout to carol florence grace ivy ashley vicnan

carolina:thanks for being my best friend and ive never regretted accepting you in my life. you're so fun to be with and every moment with you was never wasted. we laughed and that's our job. thank you for being so full of information when we gossip ah like ahem(C and V). haha please tell me more tell me more baby!

florence: no matter what, you're always part of me and my very very lovely part-time stead. i miss you because i havent seen you for 3 days and i love you and i miss you and i love you and i miss you florrrie monkey! cant wait for our outting tmr. because we'll go wild. and that should be the way!

grace: hey girlfriend!!! haha hope you had fun with adrian today! wellwell he wont be reading this. fret not. haha and i will miss you because i wont be seeing you for about 2 weeks! i'll be missing drums next week! so you gotta teach me ok! sakae next tues with ash and ivy. see you sweet (:

ivy:i miss you. you are my lesbian partner. my sexaye ladaye and i so feel like licking you baby (:

ashley: gosh. you babe. cant wait to eat up the whole of sakae sushi next tues. hahahahha! see ya girlie!

vicnan: lets go tanning tmr! please wear a bikini ok? hahahah!

alright bye!!!!!

I LOVE KHAI!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:15 PM
11:15 PM

im still up at this unearthly hour and that's all because of keong. haha! we decided to play prank on this kaay guy because his smile looks exactly like mine. hehe

tomorrow carol, grace, pot and i will be jogging. and then we'll have macs breakie. haha!

and drums lessons tmr! i just cant wait man!

and there's this radon outing at sentosa this sunday. should i go? hmmmm

alright tata! sleep sweet people (:

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 3:00 AM
3:00 AM

Friday, May 13, 2005

I REALLY REALLY THINK KHAI IS SO SO ATTRACTIVE. HE MAY NOT BE THAT HANDSOME AND NOT THAT MACHO BUT HE'S REALLY VERY CUTE! AINT HE? HE ROCKS LIKE HELL AND IS THE FIRST EVER SHIM I LOOK UP TO. O MY. KHAI IS SO SO SO... SO CUTE! HAHA! IM NOT CRAZY IM NOT CRAZY IM NOT CRAZY. IM JUST TRYING TO ENTERTAIN PEOPLE IM JUST TRYING TO ENTERTAIN PEOPLE. +))

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

what an eventful day. woke up early to clear up another 1/4 of my room. hah. daddy and i was trying to find that enormous cockroach we didnt manage to catch two nights ago but we failed. argh. i guess it's still sleeping somewhere in the corner of the house. yuckssss!!! anyway, my room is still in a mess, with a pail of water and a mop :D

met up with florence this morning at compass. roy was working morning shift today. and that biatch asked me to help him buy a bottle of mineral water.. grrrr.. im nice(: then flor and i went to buy watermelon!! yes i love watermelons and then we had cheese pancake! yumyum. then serene came and we went to take the feedle service to city harvest.

made a whole lot of friends-i love making friends :) however if you give me a second chance to get back there, i will not. no offence to anyone. it's a church too lively for me. hmmmm

florie and i made our way to chinatown to visit ah bao. wow i really love the levis concept over there. it has everything! but just no 593-rinse colour! argh... then ahbao and i had dinner tgt at the nearby kopitiam when flor went off for a movie with hippo and tiger. the hot wok is super duper delicious and you should try it. *slurps.. then it was time to gossip again with ahbao. was pretty stunned to know ________________. hmmmm

then it's the first time i met jordan and i swear he looks so much like frankie frucker. argh. and sorry to say that but his bloody face irks me. morever he's a moron. and i shall kill him if he disturbs ahbao further. ahhh grrrr

then it's time for me to get home. and it's mothers' day! once again it's mothers' day! weeehooo!

tomorrow's the camp and i just cant wait. haha! heard its gona be fun!

ok better go now ya. tata and sleep sweet all of you!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 9:00 PM
9:00 PM

First, i would like to start off with a huge thank you to shirley! haha thanks girl for helping me perfect this very dull blog yeah? thanks for everything! lovelove.

and pictures uploaded! 05.05.05 the day of our gathering.

and i just saw those prom pictures that ive taken with a few of my lil friends. searched thru almost everyone's blog to find them though. haha!

mothers' day celebration was great! everyone enjoyed the strawberry cake. especially mama. and im glad i chose the right cake.

happy mothers' day to mama, mummy, godma and koo. love them four to bits!

carolina's mom, florence's mom, sharmin's mom, isabel's mom, grace's mom, songzi's mom, ivy's mom, marcus's mom, and all others' moms whom i know and met before, my best wishes to you all too!

shaun is suchan ass hole. haha btw he's my new found girl friend! lol surprise surprise.

going to city harvest with florence tomorrow. hmmmm...

alright.. here i go. toodles and good night to you and you and you.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 12:55 AM
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Saturday, May 07, 2005

just got back from drumming. gone rusty cause we havent been drumming for two friggin weeks! argh... but today's lesson was enjoyment and i simply cant wait for another saturday (:

grace came over this morning. then we decided to meet up with pot and play basketball. but gracie's lime juice is sucha killer. had my menses and ahhhh drank it and ahhhhh. the pain i couldnt bear... so i had to sit like a log and watch them play. and see my dearest potterie pot playing with lil primary school boys *laughs*

ok bought a cake. meant for tonight's advanced mothers' day celebration. four big candles. one for mama, another mummy, and the other two for godma and kookoo. a pity koo's not in town.. sigh..

what i've got to say is that i love my mother. but i just didnt make the effort to prove it to her. im always so rebellious and always bicker with her but truly, deep down inside, i love her and want her to be safe and enjoy every moment of her life. to all those children out there. love your mothers. tell them you love them before it's too late.

gotta go mama house now. weeee tonight's gonna be cool. happy mothers' day !!!

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 4:12 PM
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05.05.05
it was a great day spent with ahbao, fadhil, aishah(father's girlfriend), lopez, karen(lopiak's girlfriend) and carolinaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually we're supposed to meet at 7.45 at the bus-stop but bloody ahbao woke up late. so we met up soooo late too! and we had macs at harbourfront center. then we were so in love with a lil eurasian boy. gosh he's so damn cute bet he'll be like hosh harnett or utt or just any prince when he grows up. went to the elements shop but it wasn't open so we went to sentosa... shopped at the beach shop and spent like an hour there. gosh. but we bought something though, ahbao and i each bought a bikini there and i bought a slipper too(: actually, i didnt intend to splurge on that bikini until we saw uncle rizal drive past us after ahbao changed into the bikini she bought... then... he said he had new stocks! so carolinaaaaaaaaaa and i rushed into the shop and browsed through everything, then when i found out the bikini i wanted had a smaller size, i bought it. on impulse. which is not a very wise thing to do-spending money. argh... thought i could get a discount from uncle rizal but that piece was already on discount haha! a pity uncle rizal came late and ahbao didnt get the discount haha!

so we were happily sleeping on the beach tanning until.... the dark clouds just had to appear and our spirits dampen and we had to hurry to the bathroom to bathe and all but the female toilet was choked!!! so we bathed in the male toilet hohoho. it's as if the whole bathroom is ours and we're taking our own sweet time with the guys outside waiting. bet they were like, "these bitches..."

it was raining monkeys and hippos when we waited for the beach line. but we managed to get back to the harbourfront center and went back to the elements shop. bought a puma bag! ahhhh! it's damn pretty now to think of it. thought it was quite common at first but i really like it though... then we headed down to town where we met up with lopiak and karen (:

went to levi's taka and ah bao bought the diva jeans(the one which costs $219.50) and another levis handbag. hmmm pretty pretty but she's not fitting in the diva.. she's gonna keep it just cause it's limited edition. hoho.

then we made our way to fareast... and ahbao bought her jacket and she seemed happy to finally own one (: good. then we went to buy watermelon. my daily dosage(oh i had them too just yesterday) of fruit. walked to leftfoot. and carolina bought her puma sneaks! it's damn chic! with red base and navy blue stripe. waddya think? hmmmm and i think i shall save up and buy another dunks or sneaks. i need a new pair seriously. im getting tired of those at home. argh. and our coat, yes carolinaaaaaaa??

then we went to nubar! had sucha great bonding time together with aishah and fadhil... took a whole lot of photos too but i'll upload them up whenever im free ya?

finally it was time for us to part. sigh... hope the next gathering is just right away! it should be another karoke session... yonks man!

YESTERDAY.

slept till about 12 and that's another sin.

dad came and picked me up. we went to tp and handed in all the dued forms. and im glad ive finally done it cause if you noticed, i took a long time to do so. haha! then we went to the bank at tampines west and settled some stuffs.. then we bought roti and ate it in the car. went to Dr Lim and took some medicine. Then, not knowing where to go, daddy drove to s'goon, wanting to buy some oranges but to no avail, no oranges! then we saw a chik-chik look alike..... he's our neighbour actually. sigh. just ten more days.

went to compass and met up with phoebe, then we met weikang, shihui, and finally timothy for HOUSE OF WAX. it wasnt a bad show. afterall those screams and dumb remarks timothy and eric made in between the shows made us laugh like cows. though being on the first row is damn irritating, it was fun it was fun! oh yes and i wonder how's eric now.. hmmmm

came back home straight after. daddy picked me up at compass point.

ten more days to his 2nd anniv. i really miss him. i do. regretted so much for leaving him in the lurch and rejecting him. felt the pain in my heart when all he wanted to do on his verge of death was to see both my sister and i for the last time. tearing wont help. we cannot bring the dead to life. but i cried. loud. sorrowfully. how i wished i could turn back time. and tell him he was the greatest uncle even though he didnt show us that he deserved the respect, he wasnt responsible, he wasn't a role model, he didnt show us how much he had loved us. i felt it till the end, just when he was about to leave us. his love sort of grows in me. do you understand really? he knew his life was about to end. just one week before, he came back to his own home(sweet home). and lived in there, until he weakened slowly and collapsed, begging us to call the ambulance. and he wouldnt so willingly do so in the case that he might be handed over to the police if he was found dealing with drugs. this was the time. ahhh it shocked us. straight he went to ICU. listen.. not the normal wards. ICU. he was in pain. he was praying to the lord. he wanted to live so much. he regretted. he wanted to see his family and dear friends. he wanted to see cindy and audrey. he knew he was in the wrong. he knew everything.... few nights later, the priest came, and there he was beside my dearest uncle, praying with him. but then, about two nights later, my sister and i went to visit my uncle. we were in the car when godma told us not to feel fearful of chik-chik because he's bloated, he's only surviving on the oxygen pump, his skin is dark in colour and there are thousands of pipes on him. ok yes we promised we wouldn't. in my heart, i was hurt by what godma said, because i finally feel for chikchik. i knew he couldnt be helped and he might just slip away from our lives that night... we were very nervous in his ward. for the first time, jie and i kept calling him, "chikchik.. chikchik.. wake up ok...?" but daddy said..."ah teck.. if you go, just rest assured... ok. do not worry. everyone loves you.. i love you.." by then, i was about to tear.. but i controlled myself. then we saw blood flowing out of his mouth, with a big fat pipe stuck out of it. He was listening to us. We realised, for nights, he's been waiting for this moment. he wanted to go. he wanted to feel free so much.. but he lived on and bore the pain.. just to see my sister and i. after the doctor checked on him, he said something which we didnt hear but we knew it was that time we have to bid goodbye. we were beside his bed when he left us... my heart sank. i was so unprepared. everything wont be the same.. i miss you so much and i miss you so bad... even till now, we're sorry but grandma still doesnt know.

i miss you so bad
i wont forget you; oh it's so sad
i hope you can hear me
cus i remember it clearly

the day you slipped away
was the day i found it wont be the same.....

i miss you
sorry i did a bad job being your niece
i was unfaithful, a brat
hope you can forgive me
we miss you so much
do know that everyone misses you too
especially daddy.. and mama
we love you.. love you my dear uncle.

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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

i just slept through the whole of today and am feeling real guilty because im supposed to pack my room! yes yes after weeks, i've only managed to clear about half of my room. the wardrobe is still disgustingly messy. argh...

but feeling it up makes me feel more satisfied though. hah! went on a shopping spree with girlfriend calor. tsktsk. first we went to fareast and she bought a berms for her boyfriend from obey. gosh there's this green top that's absolute sweet and also absolutely pricey. then we went to collage hoping to buy a top or something but the tops look dull. and ohmygod there's this coat which you'll have to agree with me it's b e a u t i f u l! but the size is so small and not comfortable wearing. not expandable material too. calor we shall look out for other coats wokay? geeeeshh so influenced by her to get a coat now.

next we headed down to heerens and this time we didnt visit flash and splash. it didnt hit me until i reached home... eh? ya we didnt go into flash and splash. which is not a bad idea too because we might end up splurging on unnecessary goods there. haha. went to flesh imp and ohmygod pauline looks drop-dead gorgeous in those posters. she changed quite a bit i have to say. so pretty now! anyway, we each bought a top there and then we came to realise one of the guys working there is weijian's ex-colleague. oh i see.

went to kai and decided not to get anything from there because calor and i decided not to (: that's very lame. hah. then went to daytripper and found out from calor they sell re-sales items! (note: not second-hand) bought gummies again!!!! yes i cannot live my life without gummies. strolled into all the shops but saw nothing until we went to this shop which im unsure of the name and bought another crinkled top. yes after washing, no ironing. haha.


oh before that carol and i went to new urban male and they are hiring male assistants. so we approached the gay(yes all new urban male workers seem gay to me) and helped weijian enquire about the job qualifications. i swear, the gay said he was looking for part-timers. after which we called up weijian and asked him to come down personally for the interview. so calor and weijian went to NUM and asked again.. guess what. Gay twisted everything and said he wanted full-time assistant. that's really very irritating and haunted!(with the irritating slang) but nevermind la weijian seems as though he already got the job at POA so that's way sweeter and i reckon way way excellent than being in NUM.

we parted and i met up with jie at the library. had katsudon and later went to have fishnchips. gosh i was bloated! bought tapioca for mama and koo too. then koo fetched us home. then we were home. then we gossipped about some matters. then we ate. then we watched teebee. then we said good night to our dearest grandma. then we(daddy jie and i) went to fetch godma and uncle mas. their next trip is to vietnam.. hmmm hehe

ok today i spent the whole day sleeping as you know, then i was woken up by amanda lim, my dearest levi's gossipping partner and had dinner at banquet. and i bought my squarecut patty anne! hoho.

mummy and daddy came and join us. after which we came back home..

and im feasting on the left-over gummies. that's pretty bad and.. rock chocolates rocks but they make my clothes shrink. argh

im in a dilemma. not knowing which cca to choose. touch rugby? wakeboarding? ohmygod.

alrighty! sentosa with ah bao and calor! and may be meeting uncle rizal up!

good night and sweetest dreams to all of you.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 8:50 PM
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

hmmm not a perfect day after all....

i suspect something...

but how can i ever find out the verdict and reassure everything's fine? gosh.

anyhows.. wont tire my brain just to think over that trivial matter.

i want that nike dunkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! oh my god it's the last pair and only size 6?! why no size 7?! why why?!

bought two tees from refugees.. hmmm

tomorrow i'll be making a trip down to tp with ying and carolie! carol carol oh i miss you!!! and we'll just sit by kopi bean and gossip and gossip yeah? tsk- then we'll go towning!!!! shoppinggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i cant wait for our trip to my hometown! wokay not mine but my grandma's place in malaysia... mummy and i will be returning to malaysia and we asked carolie and her mum along too! weeee!!! it's gonna be our first trip together :) best friends' holiday aye?

alright here i go now. wheatus! wheatus! teenage dirtbag! we're all teenage dirtbags!!! aren't we?

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 1:50 AM
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Monday, May 02, 2005

currently spinning: Lonely. by AKON

ooh im so addicted to that song.

did you know that there's a difference between indian and tamil? yup that's what lina told me. the language, their skin colour etc are totally different. hmmmmm

thanks to siyuan-helped me hitch a job at sentosa. will consider and ask the other girls first though.

was very ill and felt so dead since the early morning. argh...

anyhows, wanted to trim my hair but decided not to...

meeting koo later.. totally lost the thrill for shopping. aint excited for anything. no appetite, i just feel no good today lehhhhhh

lionel: stop boasting about your laptop!!!!!! im indeed very jealous!

alright here i go. bye and bye.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 3:05 PM
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Sunday, May 01, 2005

finally my computer jumped out of its grave and is alive and kicking now! yippeeeee! kudos to my aunt (:

im finally out of jay gee enterprise. so nice of them to mail my pay slip to me. thought i'll have to travel to scotts girls to get it. hmmmm looking at the pay slip*stares*... i'll just have to grab someone who's free to go shopping with me. and that's kookoo! my aunty again! and perhaps catch the interpreter or coach carter? yups.

btw, back to work last week, eric begged me. begged(yes yes you didnt hear nuts) me to relief at seiyu j8. just because widia had sore throat. what has it got to do with serving our dearest customers? lucky meihui came at two and i made my way back to msk. joining roy... gosh and i guess 29473902738479247 apologies wouldnt help because of my bigggggg bigggg sotongness. i counted the stocks wrongly the previous night and then roy had to re-count the stocks in the storeroom all over again. mind you... there're 600 over jeans in there alright. i pity my bro but he did a great job and everything tallied. just because i mis-counted some fixtures. im really really sorry brother! but hey, he ate the whole big pack of my m&ms and i guess it's a pay back already. hurhur. shereen is gone too. but glad im still able to get the 40% staff purchase for my sneakers. hah!

made jellies for my friends in metro. one with wine and the other mango. hmmm yummm. i should try and work on konnyaku+strawberries. bet it'd turn out great. no more brownies though. that's jessie chee's job. haha! gosh. gonna miss so many of them. argh....

oh which reminds me.. lina is the new in charge at metro sengkang. hmmmm.. not too bad. ah bao came and handed over the counter to her. sigh... pauline i miss you!

bah! a wasted trip to tp the other day. goodness gracious me. i forgot to photocopy mummy's bankbook and let the bank chop on that bloody beige-y form. so i'll have to get down there again and hand in on tuesday. it's my 23984710934877th time to tp. but i swear, i'll never get tired of there :)

i seriously cant wait for school to start! i cant wait to go for the camp too(though jie said it'd be a boring one). but i dont care! i make sure i make plenty of friends so that i wont freak out and go blur on first day of school. orientation! gosh. so happening!

drumming was postponed to next week. anthony fong couldnt make it yesterday. i havent been practising until today, when darling grace called me. haha! so rusty alr! cant wait for the next lesson really... CANT WAIT BABY!!!!

slept till twleve today and i wished i could sleep longer until jie came home. mothers' day next sunday and im supposed to cook for the family. mama and the rest would be coming over. so what dishes i havent decided. hmmm ive no speciality too so im searching for the cookbooks for receipes. anyway, mummy cooked chilli crab today and it was totally awesome. jie and i licked up the whole plate. baha! pigs.

went to photocopy the daily sales sheet as i promised lina and met roy for lunch. i was only late for 5 mins and he had already finished his food, plus the aunty already cleared his plate. that's speedo. haha. then we went to buy my fave pearly and he had chill soya milk. yums. hanged around at the atrium and then went back to the counter. coincidently sharon and delia came. hurhur. chatted with them for awhile then went back home. was so drenched and so paiseh. cos something happened and im not telling you!

had dinner and im still so bloated. ok here i go. swim with ying and carol tmr. (:

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 10:45 PM
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my com is wokay! cheers!

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