Tuesday, September 20, 2005
And the happy girl left to meet wend for their celebration.
congrats, im really happy for you two (:
To wend,
Heavenly Heart Cake awaits you.
pardon the messy and awful presentation and count the thoughts and sincerity.
Really, it was hard on your girlfriend.
To ting,
the next time i see you you shall put on this grin with your
mambo bag.
heh heh*
every tuesday eight oclock.
here i am waiting for it to come again.
ted cant have dinner with us anymore because he's stopped working
and is currently waiting to shave his head bald.
wear and feel green everyday,
do pumpings every now and then.
hahahaha congratulations to you too.
and now, All the yesterday..
10 i was acting like a fucking baby *folds arms*
9 i was overly-sensitive
8 i wasnt acting like the chirpy audrey
7 i didnt answer you when you asked if i love you
6 but i so wanted and demand an answer from you
5 i was in doubt again
4 i didnt pick up your 23 missed calls until the 24th.
3 i was so emo, i didnt know what to do. *idiot*
2 but i let you know that i love you for who you are, and not for anything else
1 for goodness sake i didnt feel sorry and felt i was blameless
seriously ive never felt this way before.
but i do know what im doing.
when im in a relationship, i go way deep into it man.
i was fucking sensitive.
that is why every word you said matters.
every word you said meant something.
im sorry for last night.
it will never happen again,
i hope.
sorry.
and when all things get fucked up on one day the next you feel quite fucked up also.
see how the day went on fine at the beginning but now that it's ending it kinda sucked.
BECAUSE IM FUCKING BORED RIGHT NOW.
IT SUCKS WHEN YOU HAVE NO MORE BATTERY ON YOUR CELL AND ALSO YOUR IPOD.
on a side note,
Tonight i shall feel happy again because i have my girlfriend with me for supper at 401.
eons since. i cant wait.
oh oh and isnt this song by Christina Aguilera wonderful?
thanks teddy for the recommendation!
it's walk away.
and i pray,
the third day would be better.
byebye.
scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at
6:35 PM
6:35 PM
