Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Simple plan -UntitledI open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
im so addicted to this song!
school ended at two today and being the good girl i always am, i got home straight away (:
jiejie will be staying at home tonight. then it's another day when we'll just have a heart to heart talk. that is one sweet thing to do. i feel our relationship has gotten better ever since some matters cropped up. she trusts me more and im able to open up to her. even though sometimes we have unpleasant rows and she tends to annoy me for the fact that she's five years older, i still love her like how she loves me. I feel really sorry that she has to go through the stage of her life where my parents would object certain things she does and keep close of her whereabouts and all that. but im most glad she's able to open up more to me. because im the only one who won't reprimand her if she pours her probs to me. ahhhhh how i wish she would be at home every day. and later we're gonna collect our spectacles!
oh yes i forgot to add that i cabbed home with kaiwei yesterday because the darn bus 27 was so squeezy! haha and she stays a few blocks away from me. my new found neighbour that is!
i miss so many people all of a sudden. godma uncle mas metro people levis crew. was browsing through jie's thumbdrive so here are some pictures..

uncle selling thomas smith shirt and i*

phoebe lopez uncle and me

metro gang and me me me!

Godma and Uncle Mas' wedding (: i miss them both so much!

jie and i love this pic so much!

it was christmas :D

THE BABES ON SHARMIN'S BIRTHDAY=)

action.

:)

I MISS THIS BEST FRIEND OF MINE =(

Lastly, i miss radon people.
sobsob.
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