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Monday, May 16, 2005

it's another hour to 17th may 2005. two years then. i miss you loads. all that im gonna say i'll knock on heaven's door...

~~Hey dad look at me~~
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think
I'm wasting my time doing things
I wanna do?
~~But it hurts when you disapprove all along~~

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain
I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

you're always on my mind. tears will never help bring you back i know. but still, know that every teardrop means alot. crying is my expression of love for you.

scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at 11:11 PM
11:11 PM