Sunday, October 24, 2004
hello one and all!
yes yes the bastards are coming! best of lucks to all!
the grudge is stupid. it's frightening.. but not as exciting. dont waste money on that show!
im now at compass library.. woke up at 8 to meet sam and huitong. studied and studied.. morning studies helps..
this thursday is bio practical! omigod!
godma's back!
ok i gtg now! going to 5th aunty's house..
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
im over at florence's house... she's about to sleep cause she's so lethargic and her poor sole.. urgh.. super gruesome! the cut is so deep! so scary!
and also, im living in oblivion.. hah! wellwell...
ok lets see what ive done these days... friday was my last lesson of brit council. we had so many activites and silly silly us wrote so many craps. hah! my very last fun lesson.. im so gonna miss jackie chan's wife! miss karen.. *laughs
mummy, koo and i went to tailor my gown last sat.. i hope it'll turn out how i want it to be! actually koo suggested to buy the gown from nicola fenetti but it's so expensive! thousand over bucks! haha!
it's spozed to be 280 bucks but mummy managed to bargain it to 200 bucks! incredible. that young lady even thought of employing my mom! hah! if any of you wants to make your gown go to artiris alright? it's at far east, level one.
so everything's done.. except my hair and the heels.. daniel yam doesnt have my heels anymore! so sad! sigh... and my hair.. how how? im planning to highlight it red.. so it goes with my gown. hmmm.. but where where?!
jiejie just highlighted her hair red! hehe.. she's gonna scare her nursery kids away!
practical was ok.. all of you kids out there who got my message.. you ppl owe me loads alright?! haha! and so sorry to those who didnt get my msg! i sent it to 20 over peeps! so yeah.. haha!
next up is biology practical. god bless me..
yeah! movie this fri and sat! cant wait!
godma coming back! so happy! haha!
ok here i go.. tata! study hard people!
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Friday, October 15, 2004
I'm appalled. how could they even doubt me? i should keep away from them as far as i could at the beginning. that was what i thought.. just a precaution... now that it's started, everyone should know how ugly they are. black black hearts...
many things flicker through my mind. it's a peanut.. everybody please spare me! miss chow called for me yesterday. she told me about my blog. she knew it. so the school's actually referring to me! haha! what a joke. but im beginning to feel the passion in miss chow. she's really a nice teacher. but it's still cute to call her turtle chow. seriously i was about to burst in laughter when i sat in the room, so close to her and just staring at her talk. it's... it's just like a turtle shape.. oh well...
maybe i should patch things up with some staffs. like miss low and miss yeo and mr sim. well they arent that cruel actually.. miss yeo is an exception. she's still a bitch. so on grad night, im gonna write love letters and give my heartfelt thankyous and iloveyous -that's if i mean it- to those whom i really feel like thanking and loving.
cant wait for grad night to come actually! haha! godma's flying back next friday. she'll be making her wedding gown which i think is gonna be fabulous. oh yes! i flipped through the magazine "nu you" and i saw this very very beautiful gown. bet it's gonna cost a bomb. oh well will see how it goes...
obviously, i missed school to put up this post.. well not to put up this post but to stay at home and do my studies.. grandma is as usual, quiet, peace, watching tv in the hall.. hmmm i love her so so much!
mummy went for her check up at mount e-beth. i was so shocked bcos daddy smsed me and said she was unconscious. i thought something serious happened but it was actually the heavy dose of "ma zui yao". goodness... she's fine.. nothing's wrong with her gastric.. just normal gastric pains.
do you ever feel people looking down on you? hmmm happens most of the time..
im gonna prove you, you and you and you and you and you wrong. haha! alot of you indeed.
i dont mean to boast but i think im like the best.
because i love and respect myself..
and that's all that matters in this world. -it's a small world after all!
i do whatever i can and to the best of my ability...
so no one has the right to judge me.
if you do,
shame on you.
love always,
chenaudrey.
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10:19 AM
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Friday, October 08, 2004
KELLY CLARKSON "Breakaway"
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
i love this song too much. x)
im currently chatting with
pendek,
son and
SABRINA! no not teh witch. it's teh
bestie sexaye ladaye of mine :)
i miss you sab. can we meet up sometime soon?
please?!?!
SYLVESTER IS HOT SAM. xp
oh yes
jerry david and chrissypoo should get out soon! eeeeks!
PLEASE VOTE FOR SYLVESTER SIM.
my tamagotchi has another generation and this time it's super mischievious. i'll have to punish it ever moment. feed it again and again and it'll just poo out.
who is annabel chong? check your google search :)
i hope school will be off after next week. *prays
right. till laterx!!! audrey out +)
VOTE FOR SYLVESTER SIM.
WHO SAYS VAMPIRES CANT SMILE? SLY CAN YEAH...
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3:40 PM
3:40 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
im ponning school for today and tomorrow. not much to do actually. home study's much better. also because i'll have to see miss mousey joyce yeo and miss khoo pek sim for the two days.. -i'd rather not you see..
i miss godma so so so much. 4 months since i last saw her. and im glad she's coming back sometime this month! weeee! cant wait.
my tamagotchi had sex with samantha's yesterday. Depp(sam's one) and piggy(ugly name) mated when they only knew one another for barely a day! 5 hours to be exact. hahaha!
tuition later.
im feeling so dead these days.. sigh
i hope the bastards will quickly buzz off. please please way off you klutz!
and that's the big O's of course. *laughs
alright here i go!
oh wait wait! before that, i just wanna tell florence to cheer up! ... so cheer up la ok? :)
ashthongs i miss you plenty!
ok enough said. tartar sauce!
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
ok i've deleted the other messy post.
to view the pix, get to the gallery section and click on the
random and
4 gracesters!
ahhh.. 28 days to the big O's. 672 hours. which means that i have 84 hours for each subject. but, minus my daily dosage of beauty sleep--8hrs, eating--1hr, day-dreaming--30mins, im left with 74.5 hrs for each subject. which means that i have barely three days for each subject...
it's terrifying. im still in my honeymoon period. i need to buck up!
and mr chan was like telling me that i need to do something about bio. urgh! i failed the test again! so sad!
but i passed geography! i got 35.5/50! hey that's my very first distinction wokay. thank god hah!
chemistry test sucked today. cause i wasnt prepared!
and now im very excited about grad night that i've no mood to study.
ok seriously i need to mug.
so here i go.. bye!
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Monday, October 04, 2004
The usual monday blues... school was such a bore today! english period from the 8-10 slot was a bad mistake. everyone was so sleepy and especially grace. Miss khoo had to wake her up so many times.. Not only sleepy, but the sight of Miss khoo just turns me off. And isabel ah stop playing at the back of the class! hahaha very funny dear ((: ISABEL cut her hair! very pretty! but ivy and i prefer your long silky hair bel! haha!
Oh yes did i mention that song and i wrote an essay about adam and eve? hahaha next time i shall post it and you make sure you laugh. *giggles
emaths was also very boring. we had a class test but eileen and i kept playing with the tamagotchi! no no it's not mine but biatch lent me. it's so ugly! 8 yrs old chicks have funny looking images on the tamagotchi! anybody wanna mate with my 'piggy'? and yucks. the name.. sharmin can you please change it. sounds yucky. eeeks! *tongues out__ i wanna get one though.. that's when i've saved up la.. hehs. Maryann and i chatted our lives away and she's nice enough to offer me some m&ms. please-i've been craving for it for like some goddamn days already.. then we planned ahead. -A CHALET!! we so gonna bake ourselves away under the sun and then party party party! can't wait! eileen please hurry get your ntuc card from your mommy and book wokay? cant wait!
sorry to amira! fisyah and i told ewe the wrong class! oops*
eileen was wondering why girls call themselves bimbos and bitches? dont ask me. i agree with being a bitch but that bimbotic word's so not me. it doesnt really appeal. haha!
ok so the tension at home has eased. hmmm sometimes i feel im really too stubborn and selfish. why do i always think of myself before others? why am i so sensitive? and why am i so LOUD? im imperfect. not everyone's perfect anyway.. but i'll have to work at my attitude. im rather spoilt at times. sigh... truly sorry to my family. they had to tolerate my shits and craps. very crude of me. how can i even say that my sister's a bitch? my mom's a motherfucking bitch?! see.. dont ever say something when you actually dont mean it at all. some words are not supposed to be said... and these are fuck yous and all. vulgarities are craps. they make you feel the guilt. you'll feel awfully sorry for what you've said. DONT. DONT DONT DONT. All said, things done.. who cares? they're not gonna read this anyway.....
we had a prayer service last thursday. quite a solemn ceremony, like it's our last assembly together in SJC. well i care not much for that damn school but for the faithful loyal crazy friends of mine. we had representatives from each graduating classes to say a short prayer and i swear 4gracester's one is the most beautiful of all. cheryl wrote it btw. nice job gurl... then miss khoo's prayer nearly made me tear.. hawhaw we didnt know miss khoo can be so emotional ya know.. hmmmm.. still, she's some teacher whom we dont really care la haha! then we got a candle each. Supposed to burn it everyday and say a lil prayer. i did.
british council was so fun! aiya that's what i always say. haha! 2 more lessons and im off.. hmmm 13 lessons with miss karen and other kids in the class. very fruitful journey so far... songzi and i have also been laughing hard over lil jokes as well... i bet miss karen will never forget the two girls(always two) at the back. always laughing so super loudly and always so enthu eh? gonna miss her :(
oh yes songzi, ivy, grace and i having this cooking session. very funny seh! we'll bring food and eat during recess everyday. haha! ivy brought her tofu and rice... song brought her yummilicious fried rice.. im bringing my yogurt and vege salad tmr! AND GRACE WHAT YOU BRINGING HUH CHIN CHAI BRING LAH HAHA!
songzi went to genting. :( i wanna go have fun with the rides too. and gamble =X
oh yes last saturday was an eventful day. im supposed to meet ivy in town but she was.... lets see...... about.... 4 hours late? haha! she went tanning with char but char forgotten to bring something and she had to wait for it to dry and then she can get home. ok obvious aint it...
then i walked and walked with mummy in town. she finally bought her dress to wear on godma's wedding. not bad.... i havent yet!
so i called up everyone and not a single soul is free.. then finally ah ma and bro came! haha! thanks you two! so sweet seh! then we had ljs but amanda didnt want to eat. so bro and i ate and i felt so damn bloated. urgh! the two of them are so funny ok! ive no idea what they're doing man. so touchy here and there..... seriously is there anything going on? hah! =X then they went off and im still waiting for ivy... PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE...
then i saw belle! hrrr my lp tix! haha! anyhows she still looked so goddamn gorgeous.
i saw that gundu pek too but she didnt see me. haha!
then i went to suntec and met up with ivy. tried a pair of heels that was like 7cm tall? i was so unsteady but i want that heel! makes me look tall! haha! the gowns looked boring to me. then koo came and then we went to eat at the jap restaurant. cant remember the name but i can remember how delicious the food looked. yummayes! had beef don and koo had ten don? that ivy ah.. so shy and koo had to force her to eat. haha! then we chit chatted away and ivy told us jokes that i laughed like mad. haha!
so now we've decided to make our gowns over at far east instead. we're saving up! cant wait for 30th november. at HYATT! we're so gonna party our lives away! it's gonna be so fun! haha jessie so good! hilton is the best alright! we wanted swissotel but my damn form-teacher(who is the organiser) was lazy to ask. damnnit st nicks took swissotel! haha combine? cool! we're supposed to combine with montfort but we rejected their invitation! haha! i heard st gabs and even maris stella too. eeeee yer i wont want to combine! we'll look like two worlds. girls on the left, boys on the right. haha! and ashthongs and nick you two better not go there ok. klutz! i'll hide away!
childrens' day was boring. because im no more a child duh! hmmm jiejie brought home some sweets from the centre. she asked daddy to pass it to me. see how much she cares for me but im doing nothing in return? see how nice she is and i thought it was all so fake? atrocious me *bangs wall
why am i suddenly so pessimistic?! where exactly is audrey?!
where... ive no idea...
im finding..
im like gone..
no more..
no more audrey...
she's not her usual self...
BUT then she still laughs out loud most of the time! haha!
who cares? live your life to the fullest!
and i must be myself i must be myself i must be myself!
ok tata! i love yall! where's serene? where's pampers? pam you havent replied my mail!
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