Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Gave school a miss today. basically cause im feeling lazy and i didnt study for physics test. bah! what a horrendous girl i am. olevels are a mere 4 weeks away. shits...
Sunday wasn't a nice one. Fought with Mom and Sis over trivial matters. They said i always shout whenever i talk to them. please, my voice is superduper loud. I dont shout unnecessarily. i shout over elvis presley and marilyn monroe...though they're dead i know..
So we fought and fought and fucked here and there 'bitch you!' 'you jolly well fuck off and die get off shut up lar!!' ok so dramatic. and you know what? my
darling sister thinks im spoiled by mom and dad. She says im becoming more and more jialat. get involved into fights with saint andrews boys. 'Your attitude like that no wonder the 4 boys want to fight with you!' To think that i poured my probs to you because i trusted yall, but then i guess i was stupid to do so. You fucking freaks used it to spike me.
She says i dont understand the situation at mama house because i seldom go there and all and then of course you think... after school i'll always go to grandma's place and during saturdays, i'll try my best to go visit mama. but that sister only stays at home for like 6 hours? everyday she goes off to work at 8.30, every night she has british council lessons, night classes and guitar lessons and she dares to stay out for latenight movies and supper, till 1am. who's the one who's always with mama most of the time? who's the one who really understands the old granny at home? you're barely home for days and you dare complain. shame on you. damn you ok i love grandma alot stop scolding her during meals and all. unfilial grand-daughter. i'll see how you change when godma's back. i'll see how you'll fake yourself and care for grandma. see how your pretence can fake every fucking freak. BLOODY BIATCH. you've changed and im utterly disappointed in you. you're not my lovely-always-caring-for-me sister no more! I HATE YOU FUCK OFF!
my mom is another one she.......... ok i'll spare you from my rants. just too fed-up for anything. Left home on sunday.. i was serious, i packed my stuffs and decided to go grandma's place or to nick's place. then i called sharmin. met up with her and then went to carol's place. her mom's still the best. ever so understanding.. oh my godma *kisskiss... ((: then daddy kept calling me and all... i knew he was worried. extremely worried for me so i asked him out for dinner but he didnt want. sigh... why's my dad so protective sometimes? i hate it. and i hate the times when he'll come knocking on my door and wants a conversation with me. i hate to talk to an adult. fuck the feeling it's irritating. ok then we went to have western food at the kopitiam. so shiok! then daddy came to fetch me home after that....
why's everyone's parents like that?
i hate it
seriously i love my friends more than my family, except my grandma......
alright ciao... till laterxxx
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
life's pretty good... apart from mugging for the O's... yucks *spits
lets brag about school first.. i missed ppp after school on thursday and friday. but at least i studied when i got home. see see imma hardworking kid. hehs.. we were all discussing bout gowns and all. ivy made us all excited about it! im still in a dilemma of what to wear.. songzi's idea wasnt bad at all actually. shall show yall the design soon. very pretty seh!!
then we got the class photos and all. everybody's busy penning everyone's photos. nobody wrote something for me simply cause i didnt buy it *sob sob* lucky darling song agreed to lend me the photos to make some copies of it. weeee i love you darling! -YOU KEE ROCKS ((:
then yanting and i've decided to bring our primary school autograph books. haha mine was a tarepanda can you imagine?! it cost me 10.90.. i still remember it was from passport at rivervale mall. crap. i was flipping through the pages and lauging so hard at what everybody wrote. even the stuffs i wrote in there seemed childish to me. you should read it and have a great laugh yeah? haha! i want to get a new one though. then everybody sign it wokay? =D
enough about school.. haha british council was full of fun yet again. song and i didnt bring the materials! and some girls in front didnt too! so practically we survived on the crosswords last night. then miss karen found a ovation-4 book but it had missing chapters. haha! anyhow i was so blur.. all because of my poor memory. i've forgotten my key to home sweet home! hrrrr.. so after school, it was raining hippokings and monkeyqueens(hehehe!), i cabbed down to mama house for a change of clothes then i quickly went to tm and met up with youkee darling. haha bought gummies again! EVERY FRIDAY IS GUMMIES DAY. but no chocolate yesterday! damnit! after which we went to have some mos burger. chitchatted and looked at magazines for gowns and stuffs.....and even sex moves.. okok enough of that yeah? i sound polluted! then we walked to OPTICAL 88 many times to have a short glimpse of the drop-dead gorgeous optician. omigosh you people should go to optical 88 and check him out. he looks like Timothy from Channel Newsasia -much better actually. and he has a pair of eyes to drown in. AAHHHHHHH my boyflen my boyflen! hehs ((:
oh ya my period came again. how how how im having menopause early i think belly scared leh!
im gonna cut my hair later. with jiejie. supposed to go for a swim but haha! hmmm then grocery shopping for mama house. koo came back yesterday and she went to india. alermak forgot to ask her to kidnap some blangas.
amazing race amazing race! the black couple won the black couple won! ((: just as i thought..
and titanic titanic titanic! im gonna watch the naked part one day i tell you. how can they cut that away! hmph!
ok im off now.. takecare everyone! laterxx-
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11:59 AM
11:59 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
i screwed up ss paper today. did 2 questions for the source based. hrrr..
uploaded some some pictures...
ok now i gtg haha i miss everyone! carol, pampers and ashthongs! not forgetting serene :))
okok bye!
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6:57 PM
6:57 PM
Monday, September 20, 2004
Yeah Yeah the patootie is back leh!! Wah seh applaud for the Queen's return!!!
Some craps to brighten your monday and chase the blues away ((:
POOR Marcus papa! Get well soon man!! Nevermind about the prelims just rest well! *grins______
last saturday i went out with ying and we both bought a cross choker! it's so pweety pweety! then i bought a pair of roxy slippers and realised it was a lil faded. damn it lahhh Rar!!! but it was pure fun that day. we then travelled down to east coast for some blading session, where we meet up with shar and flor...
Tomorrow's koo's birthday! yeah happy birthday kookoo! she's off to thailand later and then when she gets back this thurs, she'll be leaving for India. Poor thing haha.
Im getting worried for the O's nowadays. i havent been mugging hard. so i have to get cracking once this entry's done. and i have to promise myself to work harder. no more playing already!!!
and congrats to my part-time-stead for you-know-what. :)) i love you now, and forever. it's never a bye. but just.. love kay? *lovelove
sharmin you are another one lah. always one who puts a smile on my face. that's the kind of sweetie i like :) you're so pro in blading already! and im still so unstable. steady ah you! steady pong peepee! love you lah!
oh and i made another 2 new fllens o'er the weekends! tigerking and rhinoking. haha..
pts, gracie and i are learning drums at the end of the year. i wanna learn the saxophone! hahaha!
hmmm sometimes i wonder where you people are when i need yall the most. it's pathetically one out of so many of you whom replied. ah nvm about that...
ok i gtg now! oh yes 'The Perfect Storm' was fantabulous! i teared like hell! and im waiting to watch The Terminal! Tom Hanks Tom Hanks cant wait! I always tear in Tom Hank's movies.. haha! i still love Cast Away..Anybody has that vcd please lend it to me! haha!
if you can, download 'Somewhere Out There' and cry if you want to =)
tuition later..
now ive got to go study. yes i should. ok so tata! lovelove.
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4:09 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Goodlord i'm back!
things seem pretty messed up now. everyone's troubled during this dreadful pre-olevels period. we should all be situating our minds on studying... shouldn't we? but things just have to turn out this way....... SO DON'T WORRY KIDS! everything will eventually be better. -Take each day, one at a time. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. ((:
today's biology test was a horrid. i seriously have to do something about bucking up on bio. LAM PENG KWAN STILL HAS TO BE MY BESTFRIEND YEAH?
tomorrow's amaths prelim retest. SO LETS MAXIMISE OUR POTENTIAL AND DO THE BEST WE CAN SHOULDNT WE?
That time of the year is over and im making toasts with all ghost-fearing khakis. hahahaha!
Today i somehow busted someone in my class. I'm eager to make another attempt. Well actually she's no one so bitchy as i thought. She can get along pretty well and is a good gossipper. Hmmm seems like ive maligned her... But i cant stand the way she bitches about others. it's incorrigible and ridiculous. But i guess that's the way God created her and her bitchayness. Everyone has to accept each own's fault no matter how terrible one is right? Accommodate and cooperate. oooo whoops i guess that's another matter which i'll have to think thrice. hehs she's still a biatch :) all in all im glad i busted *grins
actually im sort of getting used to miss khoo's behaviour. somehow, i thought she was really funny at times. she can be bragging about engreesh but she wants us to perform well too. so we cannot make false accusations and insult her. -that, i'll try :)
ok so here i'll stop. it's gonna be really busy for us i know, just hang on there? stayin in sch till 5 oclock is a horrible feeling, because we have to stare at the loathesome teachers for 3/4 of our day. (that's the only reason) lets stardi hard but then play harder after that xp
tata!!!!!
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4:28 PM
4:28 PM
Friday, September 10, 2004
Alright man yours truly's back!
the swim session was good :) sorry carol once again! i know everything was so unplanned. urgh... really sorry k? hope weijian's fine? take good care of him yep :D
im reading this rugby book. Ahhh i can master rugby skills and play better and not get bullied by nick and all. now i know. You pple taught me the wrong rules. WATCH IT.
aiyai.. we walked the whole of town yester in search of a chapel for godma's wedding. we hope CHIJMES has a vacancy. Godma so much wanted CHIJMES. If not we'll have to settle everything at Sg Arts Museum. hmmm now the priest is a problem. Anyone know of any catholic priest who performs magic? ah no heh im kidding. any priest who can bless the newlyweds outside their parish? Ahhh.. Father John Bosco cant. I hope Father Ambrose can but he's overseas now! Gosh bigggg problem....
Then Nathaniel can finally walk! He took a year to balance himself.. hmmm not like the other 3 older rascals. They could walk when they were like less then 12 mths old. The 4 brats were so so so cute! hehs.. How i wish i had a kid of my own. Ahhhhh... leads to wilful thoughts hehe.
Im going blading! weeeeee!!! sorry darrick i cant blade with yall hahaha ive got a date with my pts you see.. hehehehe. maybe next week? you teach us yeah FALUNGONG?! haha
ok maybe it's time i blog at the other blog.. sorry guys my com's down you see.. and serene i miss you! WER'S ASHTHONGS HUH?!
right, now's the time to get to the bus stop. shar flor ying and i are meeting hippo king for blading! weeee!
byebye! AMITABHA ;)
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2:22 PM
2:22 PM
i have no idea why the previous entry didnt show up the other time. haha
i miss you pammie! so happy you're coming back! cant wait cant wait! *jumps up and down
alermak. im going to be late haha. gyming and swimming with carol, ying, flor and bitch! hehe
ok tata! be back soon!
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10:28 AM
10:28 AM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
ah i miss pts and bitch. both of em are at east coast enjoying emselves with hippo king. i've to stay home and mug perhaps. hahahahahahhaahahaha (as if audrey....)
yester's party was great! except the part where some peeps got drunk =s not very nice to get drunk on parties. worse still... pendek pop ji ki. pendek you watch it too. you and bitch caked me. GU NEH AH. watch it yeah? hehe
i wanna go shopping soon but inlaw has persuaded me to study. :) i love you jessie
i miss songzi.
i miss pamela
i miss godma
i miss a whole lot of you please appear in my dreams......
byebye!
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3:55 PM
3:55 PM
Saturday, September 04, 2004
hello worldie
ive been studying these days.
so that explains my absence.
career fair last two days. didnt listen to much of them but some definitely are interesting like the ngee ann nursing, cjc and the sajc's one. NURSING-so not like audrey. x)
grace sometimes is bloody pissing everyone off. yes you are grace... you say im childish but i think otherwise. stop it larrs. *grinds teeth
yester was parent-teachers' meeting. lucky khoo ps and Mr handsome didnt mention anything abt my poor results to daddy. phew.. then Mrs Betty Boops[that's our principal mrs chan] spoke to the wall again and then we nodded our heads and pretended we were listening to her. daddy cant wait to leave the hall. because he didnt want to meet someone's father. you know, i wonder why Guys are like this. They once looked down on us, despised us like papaya(to substitute the use of vulgarity here) and made us feel inferior. They came to our house and oh- "Come to our condominium to swim one day!" and said "Aiya nowadays we buy NEW things lah and no cheap things." Then they drove off in their mercedes. Happily walked out of our house with noses pointing high up, heads up, chests up. But look at them now. They're no longer a happy family, not ONE family but split into TWO. the kid can even write a personal letter to request to stay with her father, because her mother is painful. she insists, and her wish granted. They went bankrupt now and their house is on mortage. Their shop has closed down and rented it to others, and their own private lil shop has shifted to the back. the space is the size of a toilet cubicle. They earn like 1 fifth of that in the past. Now they feel remorseful. BUT THEN! daddy and mummy still helped them. Charity or what. Now this is retribution. Sorry but i think they deserved this. hehs.
hmmm i bet someone is feeling guilty for all the wrong things she's done. shame on you!
florence hou zi cheer up larr wokay. i love you like nuts. like jingle bells and ding dong bells. i cant wait for the outing tmr. hehe i love i love i love you! you're very funny larrr!
ok larrr bye!
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4:35 PM
4:35 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
click on these!
grace yingjie audrey :)
this Vans shoe nice?
:D
hmm yes yes..
less entries now. semptember's gonna be busy for me. byebye!
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