Monday, October 04, 2004
The usual monday blues... school was such a bore today! english period from the 8-10 slot was a bad mistake. everyone was so sleepy and especially grace. Miss khoo had to wake her up so many times.. Not only sleepy, but the sight of Miss khoo just turns me off. And isabel ah stop playing at the back of the class! hahaha very funny dear ((: ISABEL cut her hair! very pretty! but ivy and i prefer your long silky hair bel! haha!
Oh yes did i mention that song and i wrote an essay about adam and eve? hahaha next time i shall post it and you make sure you laugh. *giggles
emaths was also very boring. we had a class test but eileen and i kept playing with the tamagotchi! no no it's not mine but biatch lent me. it's so ugly! 8 yrs old chicks have funny looking images on the tamagotchi! anybody wanna mate with my 'piggy'? and yucks. the name.. sharmin can you please change it. sounds yucky. eeeks! *tongues out__ i wanna get one though.. that's when i've saved up la.. hehs. Maryann and i chatted our lives away and she's nice enough to offer me some m&ms. please-i've been craving for it for like some goddamn days already.. then we planned ahead. -A CHALET!! we so gonna bake ourselves away under the sun and then party party party! can't wait! eileen please hurry get your ntuc card from your mommy and book wokay? cant wait!
sorry to amira! fisyah and i told ewe the wrong class! oops*
eileen was wondering why girls call themselves bimbos and bitches? dont ask me. i agree with being a bitch but that bimbotic word's so not me. it doesnt really appeal. haha!
ok so the tension at home has eased. hmmm sometimes i feel im really too stubborn and selfish. why do i always think of myself before others? why am i so sensitive? and why am i so LOUD? im imperfect. not everyone's perfect anyway.. but i'll have to work at my attitude. im rather spoilt at times. sigh... truly sorry to my family. they had to tolerate my shits and craps. very crude of me. how can i even say that my sister's a bitch? my mom's a motherfucking bitch?! see.. dont ever say something when you actually dont mean it at all. some words are not supposed to be said... and these are fuck yous and all. vulgarities are craps. they make you feel the guilt. you'll feel awfully sorry for what you've said. DONT. DONT DONT DONT. All said, things done.. who cares? they're not gonna read this anyway.....
we had a prayer service last thursday. quite a solemn ceremony, like it's our last assembly together in SJC. well i care not much for that damn school but for the faithful loyal crazy friends of mine. we had representatives from each graduating classes to say a short prayer and i swear 4gracester's one is the most beautiful of all. cheryl wrote it btw. nice job gurl... then miss khoo's prayer nearly made me tear.. hawhaw we didnt know miss khoo can be so emotional ya know.. hmmmm.. still, she's some teacher whom we dont really care la haha! then we got a candle each. Supposed to burn it everyday and say a lil prayer. i did.
british council was so fun! aiya that's what i always say. haha! 2 more lessons and im off.. hmmm 13 lessons with miss karen and other kids in the class. very fruitful journey so far... songzi and i have also been laughing hard over lil jokes as well... i bet miss karen will never forget the two girls(always two) at the back. always laughing so super loudly and always so enthu eh? gonna miss her :(
oh yes songzi, ivy, grace and i having this cooking session. very funny seh! we'll bring food and eat during recess everyday. haha! ivy brought her tofu and rice... song brought her yummilicious fried rice.. im bringing my yogurt and vege salad tmr! AND GRACE WHAT YOU BRINGING HUH CHIN CHAI BRING LAH HAHA!
songzi went to genting. :( i wanna go have fun with the rides too. and gamble =X
oh yes last saturday was an eventful day. im supposed to meet ivy in town but she was.... lets see...... about.... 4 hours late? haha! she went tanning with char but char forgotten to bring something and she had to wait for it to dry and then she can get home. ok obvious aint it...
then i walked and walked with mummy in town. she finally bought her dress to wear on godma's wedding. not bad.... i havent yet!
so i called up everyone and not a single soul is free.. then finally ah ma and bro came! haha! thanks you two! so sweet seh! then we had ljs but amanda didnt want to eat. so bro and i ate and i felt so damn bloated. urgh! the two of them are so funny ok! ive no idea what they're doing man. so touchy here and there..... seriously is there anything going on? hah! =X then they went off and im still waiting for ivy... PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE...
then i saw belle! hrrr my lp tix! haha! anyhows she still looked so goddamn gorgeous.
i saw that gundu pek too but she didnt see me. haha!
then i went to suntec and met up with ivy. tried a pair of heels that was like 7cm tall? i was so unsteady but i want that heel! makes me look tall! haha! the gowns looked boring to me. then koo came and then we went to eat at the jap restaurant. cant remember the name but i can remember how delicious the food looked. yummayes! had beef don and koo had ten don? that ivy ah.. so shy and koo had to force her to eat. haha! then we chit chatted away and ivy told us jokes that i laughed like mad. haha!
so now we've decided to make our gowns over at far east instead. we're saving up! cant wait for 30th november. at HYATT! we're so gonna party our lives away! it's gonna be so fun! haha jessie so good! hilton is the best alright! we wanted swissotel but my damn form-teacher(who is the organiser) was lazy to ask. damnnit st nicks took swissotel! haha combine? cool! we're supposed to combine with montfort but we rejected their invitation! haha! i heard st gabs and even maris stella too. eeeee yer i wont want to combine! we'll look like two worlds. girls on the left, boys on the right. haha! and ashthongs and nick you two better not go there ok. klutz! i'll hide away!
childrens' day was boring. because im no more a child duh! hmmm jiejie brought home some sweets from the centre. she asked daddy to pass it to me. see how much she cares for me but im doing nothing in return? see how nice she is and i thought it was all so fake? atrocious me *bangs wall
why am i suddenly so pessimistic?! where exactly is audrey?!
where... ive no idea...
im finding..
im like gone..
no more..
no more audrey...
she's not her usual self...
BUT then she still laughs out loud most of the time! haha!
who cares? live your life to the fullest!
and i must be myself i must be myself i must be myself!
ok tata! i love yall! where's serene? where's pampers? pam you havent replied my mail!
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