Friday, October 15, 2004
I'm appalled. how could they even doubt me? i should keep away from them as far as i could at the beginning. that was what i thought.. just a precaution... now that it's started, everyone should know how ugly they are. black black hearts...
many things flicker through my mind. it's a peanut.. everybody please spare me! miss chow called for me yesterday. she told me about my blog. she knew it. so the school's actually referring to me! haha! what a joke. but im beginning to feel the passion in miss chow. she's really a nice teacher. but it's still cute to call her turtle chow. seriously i was about to burst in laughter when i sat in the room, so close to her and just staring at her talk. it's... it's just like a turtle shape.. oh well...
maybe i should patch things up with some staffs. like miss low and miss yeo and mr sim. well they arent that cruel actually.. miss yeo is an exception. she's still a bitch. so on grad night, im gonna write love letters and give my heartfelt thankyous and iloveyous -that's if i mean it- to those whom i really feel like thanking and loving.
cant wait for grad night to come actually! haha! godma's flying back next friday. she'll be making her wedding gown which i think is gonna be fabulous. oh yes! i flipped through the magazine "nu you" and i saw this very very beautiful gown. bet it's gonna cost a bomb. oh well will see how it goes...
obviously, i missed school to put up this post.. well not to put up this post but to stay at home and do my studies.. grandma is as usual, quiet, peace, watching tv in the hall.. hmmm i love her so so much!
mummy went for her check up at mount e-beth. i was so shocked bcos daddy smsed me and said she was unconscious. i thought something serious happened but it was actually the heavy dose of "ma zui yao". goodness... she's fine.. nothing's wrong with her gastric.. just normal gastric pains.
do you ever feel people looking down on you? hmmm happens most of the time..
im gonna prove you, you and you and you and you and you wrong. haha! alot of you indeed.
i dont mean to boast but i think im like the best.
because i love and respect myself..
and that's all that matters in this world. -it's a small world after all!
i do whatever i can and to the best of my ability...
so no one has the right to judge me.
if you do,
shame on you.
love always,
chenaudrey.
scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at
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