Thursday, June 10, 2004
My dear princess,
thanks! i love you. you're a special friend to me too. i apologise for whatever things that happened in my life. and it has troubled you. something like rachel's stuffs and some stoopid guys' stuffs. see,,, guys are useless sometimes... but betta then MUTHAFUCKIN BUTCHES! haha!
ok. i've read yingjie's blog. she seems to know your private blog yeah. or whatever. i do not know. she says she's disappointed in you. you said you're utterly disappointed in her. i guessED, there might be some misunderstandings. BUT the point is.. does she seem to care about you at all in the past? listen. she can do whatever to you now. say that she's disappointed and all.. dont you think that you suffered more as a friend of hers? really. she doesn't understand you well. like what melissa told you before. she guessed your friendship with her is a competition. i guess so too. but she's the one competing i could see. i have no idea why she's like that. you told me she treats you differently as she treats the others. listen again. it's either you leave her. or you get on with this. but to me, you should get on with this friendship. you two have gone thru so much. and now it's a break up i think it's really stupid. it's the second time i guess? it doesn't feel good right?
you've told me that you dont wanna lose this friend. but does she know you cared so much about her? she doesn't. cos you didnt talked it out with her. so wassup? talk to her. and she'll talk to you. unless she's a bitch. then i'll feel terribly sorry for her.
about the blog. ok so she said she's got that long ago. well i've got nuthing to say. it's weird though....
ok audrey? i love you. please come now ok please we're all waiting for you to come and go makan dinner. it's a surprise treat from my mother :) iloveyou!!!!!!!
-pammielovesyou
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