Wednesday, June 09, 2004
It's funnaye how your "best friend" cud have the same blogskin as you. Perhaps she lifted it from the previous blog i had. haha-
It's maddening when flor told me that yingjie somehow talked about me. but she didnt mention my name though. and did i tell you that she suspected any of my friends, or rather
me.. tagging her board and saying nasty things about her? can you believe it? this is it. how your best friend can become your worst enemy. well, i havent treated her as my enemy yet. it's possible to happen. the chances are like 99.9%.. but i'd rather not. you know? it's hard to add another person into your hating list and lose one from your buddying list. it's sad to do so.. i'll see.. if i can control..
i've said. i WORK with how you WORK with me. i even thought of letting the bygones by bygones but i guess it's hard now. save me from this misery someone. i just want to be a normal kid. now everybody's against the innocent kid. leave me alone if you can! stop bothering and gossipping nasty things about me! i cant stand it! hrrrr
fuck. i shouldn't give a fuck care to all this shit. it aint my fault anymore. yes? it aint! i'm backing out already. that's the best i cud do. i've let it gone out of my heart. and now it's back into my head and getting on my nerves. i need a break. seriously i need one break.
so i went for a jog today with isa. we're spozed to study but i cudnt make it earlier in the noon. mama seemed fine today except she kept coughing.. -shakes head- i hope she gets better.
furniture came today. and i was still slping. hehs.
ok good job. chenaudrey has studied physics today. so no more kickass remarks from anyone saying i'm still playing a fool and not pulling my socks. :)
i'm going to wild wild wet next monday and canoeing next tuesday! with florence! yeah! how great to have friends who still stands by you now and then. i love you puplemonkeygirlfriend!
now now. wassup with stefan and me. pple spreading rumours about us. stef has a picture of me in his hp? crazy but i guess it's true? that's what daphne told me.. -shrugs
ok so there's chinese oral from today till friday. i'm not gonna go for friday's one for sure. i'm gonna go chill with florence! yeah! so fun.. it's been a long time since i went out.. haha
so life's like that. it's pretty much full of ups and downs but it still goes on. it's how i handle the daily oohooh ahahs.. i've got to be strong. in fact i think i am. tmr i'll be meeting the pple and i'm gonna be normal. no act. it's just me.....
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