Friday, June 18, 2004
i just read through an email sent by the wonderful girl jesmine. it really made me feel so full of emotions and i nearly teared. this is just one of the emails i've recived that's touched my heart. i just wanna thank jesmine for those times she's been there for me. i love you girl. and i wanna thank all others, like carolina, florence, isa, amelia pamela and amanda. i love you girls! some idiotic guys too x)
here it goes..
heys drey!
surprised ba? jesmine the great is here to mail u. hahaha. wells, i shant crap furthur on. shall get back to business. *wheee
i know and can see that you are in doldrums for the past few months - over friendship. friendship is the vital source of happiness and joys as well as emotional disasters when problems cropped up.
actually i have got five words for you, 'dont grieve over it anymore'. instead, you have her to thank for. it's her and actions who shows you the true meaning of real friends. you said she backstabbed people including yourself. seriously, there's no existence of such a word 'backstab' in the dictionary of true good friends. instead they will try all means to protect you, and they too would be the ones to point out your mistakes to you - with the intention to help you and not humiliate you. however in your case, it doesnt seems that way.
i do believe in horoscopes. both you and i are cancerians. one thing about us is that we tend to make friends pretty easily, but also, lose them easily upon betrayal and when we lose trust in them. we are the sensitive kind. trying to bring back this friendship may be a waste of effort. i'm not asking you to give up this friendship. but think, her character is like that. it's hard for her to understand you as seen in those incidents so far. no matter what you do, she will think it in another way round, and misunderstandings occur more and more often. for example, in michelle's case, u meant well and the truth was there, but she regards it otherwise. also, if you guys do get back together as good friends, would you place as much trust in her as you did before? the scars are there already. only u and yourself will have the answer.
audrey, i want to tell u that u are a very wonderful and beautiful girl. dont let a failed friendship get you and rob away your cheerful self and your great smile. although it's hard to accept the truth, it hurts, i know, but you can take it as a lifelong lesson. dont be tied down by her and be depressed over it. remember what mrs chan say? god is there to look after us. all these incidents happen for a good reason. it let you see the good and ugliness of friendships and it may help you get on with life better in the future. this time, choose your friends wisely. we only have 6 months' time in sjc, moreover this year is a really important one. so why not? keep yourself happy and enjoy the rest of your time in sjc, and work really hard for o's levels? dont let this failed friendship rule your emotions. remember. u are not alone. there's always someone out there who cares and loves u. your sister is one. pammie oso.(though i dont know who) and there's still me! buahaha and loads more out there!
i really do hope that you will get over it soon. make a choice that you feel you will be happy and satisfied with. holding onto it will lead no where. alrite? i look forward to going out with you darhling! hahas. but wait till i save up enough first. :)) hees. takkaire *mwahhs
love always,
jesmine-
end
aint it beautiful? Life is beautiful. you always wud want to take a bigger step to know what's the future. but brooding over it is actually no use. my future aint what i'm looking for now. the past too.
Take Each Day, One At A Time
One day at a time-this is enough.
Do not look back
and grieve over the past,
for it is gone.
Do not be troubled
about the future,
for it has yet to come.
Live in the present,
and make it so beautiful
that it will be worth
remembering.
scribbled by that paralysed eskimo* at
11:22 AM
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