Saturday, May 29, 2004
hey hey.. you few peeple might be reading this now.. hmmm.. it feels great to make this less publicised.. this way, i can easily express my thoughts and feelings.. nonetheless, i thank you all for keeping this so successfully secret.. dont let it out ok? lets see,, i think jesmine's the first.. honoured?!?! haha.. then apphia, then grace, amanda, pamela and some others who can seriously be trusted.. those are whom i call loyal friends.. :)
anyway, these few days have been super mundane for me.. erh.. last week was ok.. last sunday i woke up damn early to go punggol park for a jog with my mum, who had her taiji lesson there.. then went market and all.. everyday was intensive chinese and i didnt do really well.. i wasn't contented. all Bs no As.. how bad.. then it was ptm on thursday and ms khoo said that i was distracted and all and she was so going crazily happy that i went to british council. then when i mentioned that songzi went too she was like giving us that kinda face.. haha.. a lil unexpecting but yeah... then friday was founders' day which prolly cud have brought me to tears again, (cos i weeped on thursday--some matters between yingjie, mel, others and i) but this time, i was strong enough not to. it's sad.. bcos this wud be the last year i'll be celebrating founders' day. thanks Father Barre! without you, i wouldn't be having joy in primary and sec life, be it bad or good. then the mass was super fun. i love that father, i donno his name lah. but he was funny. then at a point of time we were holding hands and singing then mr seng joined us, and unfortunately i was standing beside him and then we held hands and swayed along and it was so stupid cos my left hand was going right and my right hand was going left. goddit? haha yeah.. it was fun though..
then carol and i went to compass for lunch and we had a super long chat.. about friends and all.. it's really nice to like 'reconcile' after a long time of -never going out tgt- i love this mother of mine! then we went back to oln and the principal's a bitch.. she asked the om to like confront us and asked what we were doing here.. obviously we came back to visit teachers! and that day was their Opening ceremony.. cool layout of the whole sch.. i miss that sch.. mrs sheila lim is doing well.. and i heard lee lao shi had a stroke.. i'll pray hard she recovers..
thanks pam for blogging.. i m feelin better now.. without them i have many others who cared for me.. who cares? but i'm sure i'll forgive em one day. cos i donwanna bear any grudges.. i donwanna rake up the past too.. i just want some peace..
ok.. you know what? i love my jie:)
chinese now ok so bye!
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